just got a mini bluetooth keyboard in the mail today. its really cool. i am a total dork. used it to type this post.
I’m going to be passive aggressive like we always are with each other and say that I’m sorry for maybe being a bitch. It’s just hard to believe when someone makes up two different excuses on two different days for not going out somewhere with you on a really important night that we had been planning on spending together for a long ass time. It really sucked when only my coworkers and my mom showed, because the two other VIPS that I invites decided to puss out. The places we ended up going didn’t even have a cover charge and I ended up paying for one or two drinks for everyone anyway.
I really wanted to spend that special day with you.
And it’s hard to believe that someone has pains and diseases when they’re constantly telling you that they have to go to a new doctor because their current one isn’t giving them the pills they think they need. That’s called self diagnosis. do you really think you know more than someone who went to school for roughly 10 years to get that job? That’s just my opinion that I’ve been withholding.
And when you tried to ruin my night just because I expressed my anger and sadness for what you did, you just struck back at me. Tried to make me feel like shit….for making you feel like shit…..for something that you did to me that made me feel like shit in the first place. People who care about each other don’t do that shit. They don’t hold grudges and think that they are always in the right. They apologize no matter what happened and then talk about it when everything has calmed down. It seems like our relationship consists of everything being fine and we’re bffs and then you doing something shitty and cop out of spending time with me on my birthday and I get pissed and then we stop talking. This has happened for at least two out of the three years that we have been close. I have NEVER spent a birthday with you. I’ve spent one of your birthdays with you but you’ve never been there for one of mine. That’s part of what really got me. Anyway I forgot if I had anything else to say. But I’m pretty sure I said it all. Don’t bother posting a blog or tweets because I’m not even going to read them. Hope you get this sooner rather than later.
Great how when it’s time to take care of the pets I’m the only one available to do it. When I obviously haven’t taken care of them and she knows it and it’s getting late to the point where they need to be fed an watered but she won’t get off her lazy fucking ass to do it when she knows I’m sleeping but instead goes and lays down in her own room. Fucking righteous.
I should have broken up with him the first time he cheated on me. It’s ridiculous that I fell for the crying bullshit. I know I shouldn’t worry about it now but I hate playing the weak and crying woman. I wish I could have had the upper hand. He still didnt reply to me after all of that. He talks to all of his other exes….claimed he still wanted to talk to me because I was his “best friend”. He’s just a slimy, slithering snake with a micro dick. And a FUGLY girlfriend. Like really, he cheated on me with that thing? Rrrrrrrrreally? And now he’s dating her? I bet she has some money that he’s getting some use out of. Maybe she’s buying him cigarettes and whatever the hell else he wants. Maybe he’s moved in with her so he doesn’t have to pay any rent. I wish I had never dated him. I wish we could have just been friends. And hung out all those times just as friends. Then I would have the upper hand.
